I am reaching out in a new way today. I have started this blog in attempts to better myself in various ways. The main reason is to better my skills in writing. You see, whom ever is reading this, I aspire to be a news and media journalist in the Navy. Better known as a MC (Mass Communications Specialists.) An advantage of practicing my skills in writing, is to let my mind free of all the thoughts I keep locked up. No more secrets. If you read this, you read me.
Now readers, lets start out with a minor bit of information about yours truly, me! My legal name is Amanda Wheeler, but people know me as Amanda Rae. My eyes have only see a little past seventeen years, while my mind and body has experienced much more. I am a very complex individual, whom has a lot of expressed opinions. As human beings, we all have opinions and thoughts, but one who actually uses them is a person worth while. Life is all about expressing who you are, correct? So why hold anything back?
Like ALL of society, I have a mother and father...and like MOST of society, I have a mother and father whom are no longer together. It's a sad thing, but I've come to realize...nothing in life is forever, not even the make believe feeling of love. Yes readers, you read that correctly. The "make believe feeling of love." Most do not agree, and say one day I will disagree as well, but for now, love does not exist. Love is a pure emotion that the mind becomes addicted to. Once you fight off the addiction and craving for something, you no longer ever wish to desire it. I have been in three relationships and was proven right about my theory each time. So my thanks goes to you boys!
When I say my body has experienced far beyond seventeen years, I do not use that as a play on words. I speak from the truth. I can lay ten dollars on the table and bet you that you have probably heard, "Don't bottle everything up inside, it's not healthy!" Please do not listen to them. This most likely coming from the same people who "do everything from the heart." I'm sorry to ruin it for the world, but your heart is made up of four chambers that pump blood. No emotions are from the heart, they are made up in your brain and released through actions. So to tell someone to not bottle something up, and to speak about it, is basically absurd. Speaking about a problem only brings up more pain and tension inside the body. So please, bottle up those emotions if you must. I've been doing it since I was the age of eight, and I believe I turned out quite well.
I understand I am writing all over the place, in the sense that nothing I'm writing about really seems to flow together. Well, welcome to my mind. If I could take a picture of my mind, I have a feeling this it what it would look like...A complex cavity of tubes, wires, caves, and many other things that all end up at one place. This place is unknown at the moment, but once I find out the meaning of all these thoughts...I will quickly inform y'all.
My goal of this blog is to write something daily. If it must be a quote I've made up, or something I want to quickly express. This is not facebook, and I will not post song lyrics, famous quotes, or silly sayings. Everything that is put on this blog is directly from the mind and typed out onto the computer. So enjoy ladies and gentlemen.
Yours truly,
Amanda Rae
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